I have nothing to say...I will post a poem written years ago that I thought I would not have to bring into my life again...I guess I shouldn't count my eggs before they hatch...
I'm a big girl-stuffed into little shoes learning to deal with my own dreams. Feeling like I've already seen the top. Pulling with all my strength but feeling the disadvantage of Christina. And maybe I just want someone to blame or maybe I'm too tired- Tired of dealing with someone that is just like me. And that alone is reason to leave-I do- know however-that I can't feel sorry for you again- I did that for 18 years too long. To look at you makes me sad-or mad. And the process is getting meticulous and tight around my heart. Because when your pushed up against yourself its scary and hard to feel comfortable in your own skin. Especially when that skin is not all that comfortable to begin with. It is too late to start over.
Because when you are pushed up against yourself-you don't want to oversee.
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Good to hear from ya! It's nice that the blog thing requires reading and not actual conversation. I love to read and now that I know where you work I will look for recommendations on any books you might love or find worthwhile to read. I thought about you on February 29 and knew that was your wedding day. Congratulations!
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